Faith is so difficult to achieve.
When I was young, I believed
God could do anything for anyone,
And I believed my persistence and
Focus could allow me to overcome
Any obstacle in life, achieve any goal.
Now, I am old and I carry huge scars
On the inside walls of my heart and soul.
Illness forces me to see somethings are
Bigger than me or my awesome God.
I have lost the faith I had as a child.
Maturity wants me to accept what I am.